Quek's

MONDAY TOMORROW! can you believe it. i actually forgot i had a tumblr account untill i googled it. so this means i’m very busy that i forget stuff? haha my brother just screwed up my night. i really want to strangle him now. he is so IRRITATING x100. Common test 1 was horrible. disgusting. well. i didnt study so i didnt do well. obvious result. right now i wish i was still a toddler where all i had to do was eat sleep and play. that would be nice. but this is life huh. gotta deal with your problems on your own. nobody’s gonna bother about you. i need my pillar of support. where are you. 

man i seriously need couselling or help. cause i have this habit that is costing me alot and killing me day by day. i procrastinate ALOT and i’m always late for meetings and school and stuff. so its really frustrating me. well i happened to be early. but it was just for that day. then it goes back to usual.

(i believe i’m normal like everyone else and if you judge me. you’re no better then what you’re saying, C.N. and idc if you have that bigbloodyposter. )

(why are you still ignoring me? i’ve apologised. i’ve said sorry. i changed my attitude towards you. but you’re still like that! i know i was wrong, S.O., can’t you just talk to me like how you talk to everyone else. i still have the feeling that you hate me. i really want to be your friend. everyday i sit infront of you during recess but you just act like i’m not there. you knwo how frustrated i am right now! it’s like the whole world is against me now. i want to watch movies with you and eat with you and all! guess i’m not good enough then everyone huh. so am i wrong to say that you’re not a real friend. you choose them. tell me if i’m wrong.)

i’m saying to myself every day to ignore what people think. but its all stuck inside my head. i can’t get them out!